Daily

10/7/26

 Hello hello!

Wow! Today sucked a bit. I missed one of my classes and my boyfriend keeps changing plans on me for whether he's staying the night or not so I'm already annoyed. **He is driving from Alaska to Oregon for reference and he's moving three hours away once he gets here- for context**

I had also asked him whether or not he'd ever move up to Portland from Eugene. Just as a literal hypothetical- mind you we've been dating for nearly 4 years. He said 'no, I mean there's nothing up there except for you' 

Bitch are you kidding LOL. I would move to bumfuck nowhere to be with you but I honestly see now I was wrong and you don't reciprocate those feelings. He says it's for the sake of his music career and I could maybe care less, and this isn't the first time I've asked him that, and I don't know why but every time I do I'm expecting that maybe just maybe he would change his mind. And it's making me realize that maybe he doesn't actually care about me in the way I thought he was. 

me looking stupid 

I'm not saying every relationship needs to work like that, but it's how I thought we were. I usually hate being away from him and he acts like living three hours away from me is one of the worst things in the world, but he would never move up to be with me. 

I can't really write more about this cause I don't even know what to write, but I had to end our call early cause I got so upset that he basically told me I don't matter as much as music and his friends, who he knows I don't enjoy being around... and haven't. 

Honestly, he can thank Quinta Brunson for me not losing my shit on the phone cause shit I almost did. 

ANYWAYS!!! NEW ABBOT SEASON!! 

Y'all, I am SO excited to watch this new episode today. Abbot Elementary is one of my favorite shows and Quinta Brunson is literally one of the funniest people on earth. 

Also I could have sworn to god, on my grandma, that the show was over. Like I thought I had a literal memory of Quinta saying on a pod that the last season was the last season. I don't know why I thought that, because Quinta's genius would never do that to us. But oh my goshhhh! Im so so happy to watch the new season as it comes out! 

Now everyone say : Thank you Ms. Brunson!